The mother in my head is nagging me. Major guilt is taking over. It's as if I am jewish or something. All of eternity is riding on this moment and I'm blowing it! I'm not reading the right books, I'm wasting time. grrrr! I can go on and on but I don't want everyone else to know how guilty I am. I'm not on drugs or into pornography just so you know I am not guilty of everything!
Michelle arrived Tuesday night and left Saturday morning. She is such a joy! What a blessed mother I am to have her in my life! Makes me wish I had 6 kids instead of just one. I used to tell people "I don't need more than one, I did it right the first time". I wonder if I could have done it right again? was she just a lucky fluke?
I Love My Sister Mikey! or Michelin, as the rest of the world knows her. She's married to Sugar Bear (Tim to the rest of us). Now all of Mikey's grandchildren call their grandpa "Grandpa Sugar Bear"!!!! I think that is so dang awesome! Anyway, Mikey is always on my side, and I love that about her. But - She always tells me the truth when I've messed up - so I don't continue down the wrong road. And she's a wonderfully talented writer, and story teller, and has the best imagination. And she's real.
